From: Queen Bess-0-Rama <aznpikapi@aol.com.angel> Subject: [PW!] [NC] What? Date: Wednesday, June 23, 1999 10:35 PM I felt my writings been a little umm.. what's the word? Unwholesome lately. I dunno I just happen to feel that way so I'm just gonna shoot on some NCs November, year of the Caterpie, day 12 It all started a nearly a year ago. My mom just said somethings were going bad. She said things weren't working out between her and dad. My life just shattered like that. I'd been tramatized at 14 already, well sort of. A friend of mine, though she was a lot younger then I was, we were like best friends. Her name was Wind. It's only been 2 years since then. Her parents were killed. Burned, her home, everything. All the hard work her parents did in there research, burned. Then she completely changed into this raving maniac. I'm 16 now. My life is very normal, I guess. I go to this high school next to Pokemon Technical Institute. I guess I never had the aspirations to become a trainer until those trainers past through last year. They seemed really cool. All I have is my pet Meowth. Now it seems like a better idea then after. All she said was that there would be some hard times soon. They might stay together they might seperate. I feel so alienated. The last time I felt like this was when Wind turned into a totally different person. I wonder what she's doing now. Probably a wild 13 year old who did almost anything, from what I've heard. It suddenly feels so weird lying in my bed. Looking up at the ceiling in the twlight, knowing that nothing will be the same again. It was just a few words, I have to talk to you. Somethings have been going on, and I'll have to try to work them out. What the hell was that? You don't tell that to a person. She knows how weird it's been to be me lately. So I don't know anything anymore. Everything was going for me. Maybe I could go and train pokemon. I'm 16, most of the kids my age are off being trainers. I'll ask them tomorrow. Day 13 Mom said no. -------------------- Queen Bess-0-Rama/Wind Fireblade in the [PW!] "May your life be long and useful, like toliet paper!!!" "Is that a lighsaber in your pocket or are you just happy to see me?"